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“Please ignore my idiot brothers some of them have had recent head injuries.”

  I chuckle at his playful joke.

  “Hey we know a good female when we see one.” Lincoln winks at me before strolling out of the room. The rest of the gang clears out and we are finally alone.

  “Would you like a tour of the house?”

  I nod enthusiastically. “I’d love one.”

  ***

  The cabin is even more spectacular than I had thought. The first floor can only be described as a man cave. There is a huge game room complete with a purple felt pool table and a state of the art sound system. The French doors open up to a deck complete with a hot tub and a fire pit area. They have a gym with every type of workout equipment you could think of. A large home theater with plush couches and every DVD you could imagine, the icing on the cake was a large soundproof music room. I’ve never seen anything like it. At least twenty-five guitars hung on its brick walls. There are tables with chairs and a fully stocked bar. A large grand piano placed off to the side, amps and speakers line the floor around the make shift stage.

  “This room is incredible.” I can’t hide the awe in my voice.

  “Are you ready for more?” Adam leads me back to the main floor and we continue outside onto the deck. The view, atleast what I can see of the beautifully landscaped lawn and dark lake, is stunning and I can only imagine what it would look like during the day.

  “Over here to the right are Jamie’s garages. It’s where we store our cars and motorcycles for the winter. It’s also where he builds bikes and fixes cars.”

  I look past the patio furniture and the several grills and smokers to see five large buildings. I can’t imagine they need all that space for their toys.

  “Jamie built your bike?” I never would have guessed that man possessed that kind of talent.

  “He built it from the ground up including the paint job.”

  Wait until I tell Kelsey about this.

  “He’s actually building a 1969 Corvette at the moment. He’s giving it to Lincoln for his next birthday.”

  “That’s quite a present.” I can only image what the guy does for Christmas.

  “He’s a generous guy, but don’t tell anyone, he’d hate for that to get around.” He chuckles.

  “I could see how that would kill his rep. I’ll take it to my grave.”

  Adam holds his hand out and I quickly place mine with his. Our fingers entwine and he brings my hand up for a kiss. “Are you ready for our last stop?”

  I can only hope he’s talking about his bedroom. “Lead the way.”

  ***

  Adam’s room is just how I had imagined it. Cream painted walls and wooden beam ceilings give the room a rustic feel. Bookcases filled to capacity take up one whole wall, a king sized log style bed covered in white silk sheets and a gray fur blanket takes up a considerable amount of space, but with the large skylights and French doors the bedroom seems spacious. A flat screen TV sits on top of a wooden dresser and two doors open to reveal a walk in closet and a large bathroom. A stone fireplace takes up space along the opposite wall of the bed.

  Wow, this room reminds me of an elegant bed and breakfast in some remote location in the middle of the woods. I turn around to see Adam lighting several candles around the room. The flames cast shadows against the walls creating a romantic feel. The song “Tangled up in you” by Staind begins to play from his iPod dock.

  “Dance with me.”

  I wrap my arms around his neck as his arms encase my body. Adam holds me close as we sway together in the candle light. The heartfelt lyrics seem to mirror every emotion I have for this man.

  “I love you Andy.”

  I gasp at his admission.

  “Please don’t be scared, angel. I just wanted you to know how I feel about you before we make love.”

  I can see the sincerity in his eyes. Without thinking, I utter the words that will seal my fate. “I love you too.”

  His lips find mine as his hands reach for the hem of my shirt. It is quickly removed along with his. His fingers easily unhook the front clasp of my bra. Cool air hits my nipples making them harden instantly. He releases the button of his pants and quickly discards them along with his briefs. He stands gloriously naked in front of me and I have to swallow the lump that’s formed in my throat. His rather impressive erection stands proudly at attention. A drop of liquid glistens along the head of his penis, the bulbous tip easily reaches his belly button. I tear my eyes away from his manhood and scan the rest of his incredible body. His olive skin shimmers in the soft light. Every inch of his body is covered in tight sinew muscle.

  My eyes travel over Adam’s smooth chest down to his well-defined six-pack. I zero in on the thin line of dark hair that makes up Adam’s happy trail past the well-defined V of his hips to the groomed tuft of hair that surrounds his shaft.

  “You’re beautiful,” I whisper as Adam begins to remove my shorts.

  “You’re beautiful, I’d die without you, Andy, I need you.” His voice is strained as if he’s in pain.

  I gasp as I’m lifted off my feet and spread out over his huge bed. Heat spreads through my body like a forest fire, consuming everything in its path. My heart races as my breathing increases.

  “Kiss me,” he growls.

  I press my lips to his and I can’t hold back the moan in my throat. He responds by deepening our kiss. I open my mouth and our tongues collide in a sensual dance. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer. I try to think about what I’m doing, but I can’t. All I can do is feel how my body is responding to his. His hands cover my breasts, and his thumbs begin to make circles around my nipples causing them to elongate further.

  Adam breaks away from our kiss and dips his head lower. His warm wet tongue flicks over my nipple causing my body to erupt with pleasure. I throw my head back and moan his name. He growls as he takes my nipple into his mouth, sucking hard, and then biting gently. He trails kisses across my sternum repeating the process to my other breast. My body trembles with need and desire. His sizeable erection is rubbing against my core. The friction sends more of those delicious shockwaves through me. He quickly releases me and leans back. I watch his eyes as he apprises my body.

  “You’re so perfect.”

  His deep voice makes me shiver. I’ve never felt comfortable with my body, but under Adam’s gaze, I feel sexy, and desired. I need more of him, no matter how much I touch him it’s not enough. I pull Adam toward me, and he smiles as he resumes his sensual assault on my body. His hands find their way back to my breasts.

  “You fit my hands so perfectly,” he moans. His mouth trails soft kisses down my neck to my pulse point where he begins to suck gently before kissing his way up to my ear. I can feel his warm breath fanning my ear as his lips graze my lobe. “I can’t wait to be inside of you.”

  I moan in response. I can feel his smile against my skin. I skim my hands over his back. His body is so warm. His hand moves down my body, gently caressing his way to my sex. He cups my freshly manicured mound, his fingers slide over my moist folds.

  “Oh, angel, you’re so wet for me.”

  He thrusts his finger inside me, again, and again. My breathing becomes ragged as my inner walls clench around his finger. I’m so close to the edge already. I grab his shoulder and dig my nails into his skin.

  He inhales sharply. “Come for me,” he demands as he slides another finger inside me. The heel of his palm pushes against my aching clit.

  I can’t handle all the sensations. I can feel my body tensing and begging for release. “Please, I want you inside me,” I beg.

  He gently tugs on my ear with his teeth. “Don’t worry, angel, I’m just getting started.” He bites my neck as his fingers push even deeper inside my body.

  I cry out, but he continues faster and faster. My hips arch off the bed as I cry out. “Ah god, Adam!” My orgasm washes over me in a wave of pleasure so intense it makes my toes curl.

  He slowly removes his
fingers and brings them to his mouth.

  Oh, he’s not going to...oh he is.

  Adam slowly licks his fingers savoring the taste of my release. His eyes close as a look of ecstasy flashes across his face. My eyes are transfixed by his movements as my body slowly starts to come down from my orgasm. I’m panting while my heart beats frantically. Adam’s mouth finds mine and I can taste myself on his tongue, it’s incredibly erotic. His large body looms over mine as he begins to trail kisses down my body. I release several loud moans as my nails dig into his back.

  “I need more of you, angel. I want to make you come with my mouth…” His voice is strained as if he’s fighting to stay in control.

  Oh god, I’ve never wanted anything so much.

  “Please,” I beg him.

  He leans back and runs his fingertips down my body leaving trails of fire in his wake. My nipples harden and I feel pressure in my groin. He kisses me again. It’s different this time. It’s needy, desperate. He leans on his forearms. His hard body presses into mine. He rotates his hips, digging his hardness into my sensitive core. I gasp for air, breaking our kiss. His stubble-ridded jaw scraps against my neck.

  “You are MINE,” he growls against my throat.

  “YES!” I shout.

  “SAY IT!” His commanding voice sends chills down my spine.

  “I’m yours,” I moan. My body is on fire, it feels like its smothering me. I can’t seem to get away from it. I can sense it deep within me, like its branding my soul.

  Adam slides down my body placing kisses over every inch of my skin. He playfully nips at my hipbones causing my body to arch off of the bed. I look down to see Adam staring up at me from between my legs. His arms wrap around my thighs, gripping them tightly as his mouth hovers over my most private part.

  Oh god, he gives me a sexy grin as his head dips lower. Adam releases a growl and my body practically convulses from the sensation of his tongue gliding over my moist flesh.

  “Oh god,” I moan as my body arch’s off the bed.

  He goes slowly at first, driving my body to its breaking point, his tongue flicks my clit, taunting me. My heartbeat is erratic, I’m panting. A soft moan escapes my lips. This seems to encourage him. Adam picks up his pace as he continues to explore my pussy with his tongue.

  “You belong to me,” he says against my swollen clit before continuing his assault on my body, my moans of pleasure fill the room.

  “Yes, don’t stop, please don’t stop.” I don’t care that I’m begging. This feels far too incredible for him to stop.

  Adam slides one of his long fingers inside my folds slowly working his finger in and out of my pussy. His tongue never ceases its ministration, he swirls the tip of his tongue over my sensitive spot.

  “God I’m almost there.”

  I feel his smile against my skin as he slides another finger inside me and begins to quicken his pace. Adam places his other hand on my stomach and spreads his fingers to hold me in place. “Oh, angel, you’re so tight and wet. Come for me.”

  “Oh, god!” My head falls back as I scream his name, and my body erupts with pleasure once again. Suddenly his body hoovers over mine, spreading my legs further apart.

  “I hope you’re on the pill, angel, because I don’t want anything between us.”

  I nod my head in response.

  “Good. I love you, Andy,” he breaths as he thrusts inside me. His eyes search my face for sighs of discomfort as he slowly works his cock in and out of my body sliding all the way to the hilt. “Fuck, angel, you’re so tight,” he says through clinched teeth.

  I gasp at the sudden intrusion of my body. I have only had three lovers in my life, but Adam is by far is the biggest. His cock is so long and thick it’s feels as if he’s filled me completely. After a moment, the pain turns to pleasure. Adam settles onto his elbows pinning me down with the weight of his body and begins to move. I wrap my legs around his hips, as my nails dig into his back. His movements are slow and tender just as he had promised. His hands encompass my head as he kisses me hard.

  Our moans of pleasure merger and become one. Adam starts to move faster as his mouth moves to my neck. I cry out as his teeth make contact with my skin. My body begins to tighten and that familiar ache returns full force. He lifts himself and places his weight on his hands. I gently caress his face as he playfully nips at my fingertips. His left hand skims over my thigh pressing it firmly against his hip.

  “Look at me, Andy!”

  Our eyes meet and the world around me fades. There is only this man…this bed…the incredible sensations of our lovemaking.

  “Adam… please…I…need-” I pant. I can’t hold on much longer, my body feels like it could explode any moment.

  “Please what? Tell me what you need.” He rolls his hips and the sensation it inflicts makes my head spin.

  “I...need…fuck!” I cry out.

  He leans his body closer pressing his mouth to my ear. “Do you need to come?”

  I nod my head because words have failed me.

  “I want to hear you to say it, angel.” He grinds his hips once more sending shockwaves of desire throughout my body.

  I lick my lips and stare into his eyes. “I need to come.”

  His smile widens as he starts to move faster. “Come with me, angel.” Adam bites his lower lip and I realize he’s as close to the edge as I am.

  His body pounds into mine one last time as we cry out in unison. Adam tosses his head back and roars out my name as he ejects his seed into my womb. His body collapses on top of mine and I gladly support his weight. I hold him close as his body shudders with the remainder of his orgasm. Adam rolls onto his back draping me across his chest.

  “Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you did I?”

  I listen to the sound of his beating heart as I try to catch my breath. “I’m beyond okay. That was amazing.”

  His chest rumbles with laughter as his arms hold me tight. We hold each other close as Filter begins to sing “Happy together”. Richard Patrick took the words right out of my mouth. I’ve had good sex before, but this was earth shattering. I don’t know how long we stayed embraced in each other’s arms, minutes? Hours? Time just seemed to stand still. My finger begins to trace one of his taut nipples as I inspect a tattoo on his left pectoral. It’s a tribal wolf’s head with bright yellow eyes.

  “I like your tattoo.”

  “Thanks. Micah did it. We all have one, except Lincoln’s is a bear.” I continue my lazy trek over his body. Another large tattoo catches my eye. This one is placed over his right ribcage. It’s a tribal design of a sword piercing a crescent moon.

  “What does this one mean?” I ask as my fingers begin to trace the black ink.

  “We all have this one to. It symbolizes our commitment to each other and to our dedication to protect the innocent. We’re brothers who share no blood, but we will gladly die for one another.”

  I begin to consider his odd choice of words and the fact that all of these men have the same tattoo when I notice a strange symbol over his heart. I run my finger over the slightly raised skin. It looks like some type of hieroglyphic symbol was branded into him.

  “What’s this?” I ask.

  “It’s the mark of the Archangel Raphael.”

  “I don’t understand.” Why would he brand this symbol into his body?

  “Raphael is the guardian of the East and the element of Air. Keeper of the tree of life and healing powers, he’s the angel of love, joy, and laughter.”

  I continue to inspect the mark. “So you believe in angels?” I guess there are worse things to believe in.

  Adam places a chaste kiss to my forehead. “Absolutely, I’m holding one right now.”

  Chapter 9

  “Do you think Adam’s going to tell her tonight?” Cass asks as he leans over the pool table to make a shot.

  I take a swig of beer as I consider his question. “I doubt it brother, I’m sure his mouth is busy with other things.” Lucky bastard, god
fucking knows that I’d love to be rolling around in bed with a beautiful woman right now, preferably one named, Kelsey.

  “I kind of figured that, I meant later after he’s worn her out to the point of exhaustion, you know, that way she’ll be too tired run away from him.”

  I bust out laughing at the image Cass has just put into my head. “Damn, is that what you plan on doing with your mate?”

  I can’t picture Adam having to do that, after spending some time with Andy I could tell she loves him. Again, he’s one lucky bastard.

  “If she turns out to be human like Andy, then hell yeah I do. I’ll do anything to convince her to stay with me.”

  I doubt Cass will ever have to stoop that low, he’s a male of worth and any woman would be lucky to have him. My thoughts travel back to my best friend. If Adam does tell Andy, I hope that she’ll just accept him. I’ve never told a woman that I wasn’t human so I have no clue how one would react. I’m sure she’ll be scared at first I mean who wouldn’t be, but they love each other. It was all over their faces at dinner.

  To be honest that female blew me away tonight. She was worried about Adam’s safety not to mention ours. I couldn’t believe she ordered me around just as a parent would to a defiant child and demanded to look at my eye.

  Until that moment I had pegged her as a shy reserved woman, but man did she prove me wrong. That female is strong and determined and by no means a pushover. Andy had insisted on checking out all of our visible injuries, it was thoughtful and a complete foreign concept to me. She proved to me in that moment that she would be an excellent wife and mother to my best friend and his future young. Hell, if she feels confident ordering us around she’ll have no problem with a bunch of rowdy wolf pups.

  “Do you ever think about finding your mate?” Cass’s question takes me by surprise.

  “Hell no, why do you?” What am I saying, of course he does, this is Cass we’re taking about, he and Linc are good men from good families. Getting married and starting families is what they are supposed to do. They aren’t like Micah and me. We are lone wolves who by all intense and purposes should never have families. I can’t speak for my brother, but god knows I never want to have kids. I have an explosive temper and there is no way in hell I’m going to take the chance of hurting my own young. I have enough of my father’s traits in me, why tempt fate.